Monthly Archives: January 2012

Random night scribbles.

What do you do when there’s something so strong that you desire that it devours the mind? When you’re stuck feeling helpless and unable to just let it out. It’s written on the walls, but never said aloud. How do you go about living around that though? I say this through a simple idea, love. How do you manage to love someone yet not have the ability to just let it out? It seems like such a simple thing, you say how you feel and either get rejected or get the answer you hoped so much for.

This never seems to be the case for the obsession. Sitting here looking through every possible equation, every possible way things could go wrong, what backlash could incur. It’s just the matter of being able to tell the mind that things will be find and the ability to find the courage to let it all out. Even people who always seem so composed go through this trial, it’s just that they somehow find a way to minimal all the middle parts and look only a point A and point B. How is it possible to push all the questions aside and just go for what they want? Life is never that simple.

There are so many different things that could occur from one single action, how are we to narrow down the outcomes to creating something that would give us hope? As if there is a process of elimination telling us that there are some outcomes that could never be. We stand there wishing we could say what it is we want, yet there we are stuck pondering how it would affect our future, how it would affect friendships, and how it would affect us as we stand there waiting for the answer.

Courage seems to be the only thing that could truly bring all these problems to rest, yet if we are stuck asking these questions, do we have the courage to just let them all go away? Courage is this great thing that we are always told, as if it is the cure all. Yet some times, here we are cowards simply wishing, trying to find a way to just let the world know exactly how we feel for one another.


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